me.

2005-02-19T01:30:00.000-08:00

hey ya' all.
I LOVE SHEILA.
anyway, i changed my blog. and i wont be blogging here.. cos my schools blog is like, an everday affair. and so. im going to use it.. and commiting to 2 blogs writing the same stuff. is time consuming and weird.

my new blog is www.secondary-.blogspot.com
my tagboard and everything else wouyld be up as soon as possible.. when its up.. id link all you guys k? thanks..

10th January 2004

2005-01-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

If i use the word "hot" on you, don't let your head swell.
I'm just using that word too often.
But the word is "hot."

I wont say im in love. It's called i n f a t u a t i o n k? But it won't last so long, I'm not going to obsesse about it. It's just presently. so yeah, GO FIGURE.

school's fun, i think Evan o. hates me and my friends. He's AVOIDING us. MEANIE!! blah blah blah _

grrrrrr, Nat is SCANDALOUS!!

8th January 2004

2005-01-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

ACSinternational rocks!!

I MISS YOU, My OGLs

21st December 2004

2004-12-20T17:53:00.000-08:00

okay. i cant imagine myself blogging again and not playing my Spongebob game instead.
i wanted to watch Lemony Snickets "A Series Of Unfortunate Events" in Melbourne. but couldnt. and to think that it has not even came out yet!!
URGH!!

melbourne was great. melbourne was fun. -during the first week.- after that week. everything got shitty. it got BORING. went to auntie betty's Ocean Grove house and played Pictionary. wow. we lost to dimmy and david. URGH!

i hate melbourne. i think. whatever. shit.

21st December 2004

2004-12-20T17:49:00.000-08:00

da bitch is back.

11th December 2004

2004-12-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

AUSSIE ACCENTS ARE SO HOT!!

1st December 2004

2004-12-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

taufik must win.

taufik will win.

please, if Singapore does not agree with my statement.. SINGAPORE SUCKS then..
sly cant sing for nuts..
he cant dress.
and he has no style.
PLEASE.
taufik has the whole package.

i hope singapore remembers that if sly wins and represents us in World Idol. how shameful will we feel.. Singapore...... so bleahs..

we wont be known.

we would be "that sucky country with sucky sly"

im not trying to be rude to sly fans k.
but i just have to dis him.

anyway, Melbourne if frikkin weird.
one day its 32oC
and the next, it max. 20oC.

i dont feel like saying anyting else..
whatever.

30th November 2004

2004-11-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

well, life sucks.
im not doing any shopping in Melbourne.
my dad's friend keeps booking our lunch and dinner slot.
and they keep talking till i cant go shopping..
sucky.

i want a christmas tree, MOM. if you are reading this.

how often do i get to post.. maybe never.. but still. i DONT CARE.

this Internet Cafe SUCKS. their msn isnt the new one.. and i cant go online.. maybe i should go to Auntie betty's house more often..

i just realized that I SUCK AT POOL.

suck

suck

suck

hahahaha..

this is such a stupid blog post..

but im bored..

MELBOURNE temperature is like moodswings.. its frikkin hot on day, the next its frikkin cold. sucks.

i only bought so far.
1. a shirt with Cookie monster on it.
have i mention how much i love Sesame Street.?
2. a Paul Frank PJ bottom..
did i mention that the male one cost aud$10 more !!

haahahhahaha/..

whatever.

blah

blah

blah

im frikkin bored did i mention that too.?

hahaha

i love friendster.

i have testimonials..

yay!!

26th November 2004

2004-11-25T17:22:00.000-08:00

on contary to Yanyu's wishes [ of not eating then cheese in Melbourne ] i ate cheese.. i whole lot of cheese.

anyway, i was hoping that Melbourne would be a WHOLE cooler then singapore.. in terms of weather.. i was DEAD ASS WRONG. its frikkin hot here.. the temperature from 12oC when i first came.. went to like 32oC. and it has only been like what..? 3, 4 days!! crapcrapcrap..

i woke up frikkin early this morning.. my brother pulled me to go swimming.. FREAK. he was disturbing me.

im going to luna park now.. its weird eh..? haha.. bye

24th November 2004

2004-11-24T05:40:00.000-08:00

sad. sad. sad. anyway, i was awaiting to go log in to friendster. to find its on mait. anyway, im in Melbourne now.. bye.. my dad has to use the frikkin com.. i only have like what..? 5minutes.. thats crap. I LOVE FISH&CHIPS.

22th November 2004

2004-11-21T20:08:00.000-08:00

i heart you.

22th November 2004

2004-11-21T19:51:00.000-08:00

NICK IS JEALOUS OF ME..

my cousin is jealous of me.. we all know that..
im special.
and he is not.
im smart.
and he is not.
im good.
and he is not.
im short.
but CRAP HE ISNT SHORT! he's frikkin tall.
im chinese.
and he is an angmoh..

I WIN!!

yanyu is presently advising me not to eat the cheese in Melbourne.
she says it stinks..
oOoOo..
ahaha.
i love myself.
im so EGO.

21st November 2004

2004-11-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

hmms. im leaving tomorrow night for Melbourne, Australia..
pops said we are staying in a Penthouse.. which is just around the block from a huge SHOPPING CENTRE!!~
i just realized that a whole shitload of my friends are going to, or already are in Melbourne.. if i see them on the street.. wearing something that makes me look even more horrid.. im going to be PAISEH-ED..
im leaving tomorrow night.. and im still unpacked and not trying to make an effort to go pack. WOW eh..?

for the past weeks.. that i have not made an effort to blog..
things happened..

i bought new shoes.
im going to study at Anglo Chinese School (International) next year..
i just changed my phone..
my brother's new phone is more "cool-io" then my phone ever will be.. Compare a T630 to an S700i.. Crap eh..?
I just made it seem like i own Jurong Entertainment Centre's ice-skating rink to Samaria.. because.. I knew all the loopholes and all. Isnt that stupid..?
I owe my mother $20.. and Im in LOVE.. with my puppies..

i love The Incredibles..

9th November 2004

2004-11-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

i think im packed for the week and the week after this.. with xenia.
i think xenia rocks.. she's so............. rocking. haha. she keeps my holidays packed.. she's so fun.. im discussing with samaria, what would she like for christmas.. for under $5. im so generous..

yanyu just sent me an edited picture of the time we took a picture with melissa.. we look so crappy.. i look so ELVIS PRES.

samaria is so... pathetic.. she's practically begging for my clothes.. haha.. and im like.. telling her im donating it to the salvation army.. and she's like... "NO!! I NEED THEM!!"
haha.. samaria im not giving you clothes!!

6th November 2004

2004-11-06T22:23:00.000-08:00

my prerogative by britney spears.

[Spoken:]
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?
They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't undersand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight
[Chorus:]
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)
It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do
Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That’s my prerogative
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative
It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do
why can't I live my life
without all of the things
That people say
oh oh
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative (they say I’m crazy)
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (they say I’m use to)
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)

i think im starting to relate to this song a whole lot. people ask about my life.. and im just pissed off at them..

6th November 2004

2004-11-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

bother by stone sour..

wish I was too dead to cry
my self-affliction fades
stones to throw at my creator
masochists to which I cater
you dont need to bother; i dont need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on, i wont let go 'til it bleeds
wish i was too dead to care
if indeed i cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest
i wish i had a reason; my flaws are open season
for this, i gave up trying
one good turn deserves my dying
you dont need to bother; i dont need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on, i won't let go 'til it bleeds
wish id died instead of lived
a zombie hides my face
shell forgotten with its memories
diaries left with cryptic entries
and you dont need to bother; i dont need to be(i dont need to be)
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on, i won't let go 'til it bleeds
(you)you dont need to bother; i dont need to be (i dont need to be)
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on (once i hold on)... i'll never live down my deceit

i think i like the lyrics to this song.. though i have never heard the actual song.. i was looking for the song "bother" by slipknot.. but i dont think slipknow sung it..

6th November 2004

2004-11-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

i think shirlynn was like schocked or something.. that i got into acsinternational.. haha. shuxian's picture is like so cool.. i like the beach.. haha. mskoh doesnt want the chalet or the bbq. she changes her mind like super fast.. she's really crazy..

i woke up with a real bad start today.. i woke up at 12.45pm. read ALL the newspapers.. =D and had crummy noodles that really sucked. haha. aint that real bad. i want frenchfries!! i want french fries.. my aunt is going back to sweden today.. she is lucky.. sweden rocks.. but i bet she's going to cry a whole lot at the airport.. and my aunties would all be crying too.. i think im going to make her a merry christmas card.. haha. arent i sweet..?

shirlynn is THE SWEETEST THING!! she believed that i can make it into acsinternational.. though i got in already.. i love her!!

6th November 2004

2004-11-06T04:10:00.000-08:00

good for you samaria. goodjob clearing up your mind.
for my mind is in a state like never before. its saddening. its no simpleton matter or what.. its just wasting my time and life. but i really got to know.. is it him or him. i havent divulged the second guy to samaria. but the first.. im ashamed to say. i think my goodfriend likes him too. and im the sort who, gives up. im pathetic. im a pathetic fool in infactuation. me and noelle figured that the words " i love you" is too loosely used. so we use " i infactuate you" and vice versa. isnt that so cute..? haha. anyway, if i manage to transfer.. all three of us would probably be in different schools. and only keep in contact by phone or msn. whatever. i cant seem to care already.

i think i shouldnt have sent anybody the video of Sean in a toy car which spins around and around. it makes me laugh a whole lot though.. haha. but it got passed around like a basketball in a match.
limmin, shuxian, jerrold, jingshun and Sean all have it.. and jingshun is most probably still passing it around.. urgh. its like paris hilton's sexscandle.. just that Sean is not famous.. i think its really stupid of me.. but people who watched it.. have to admit.. it was really funny..

i want to watch princess diaries with someone.. any takers..? haha.. yuchuan and cecelia are like way sweet. they sort of like want to or wish to spend the time we are going to be at safra.. as a "goodbye forever rae" kind of thing. haha. jolyn rocks too. she's uber sweet. and like uber gay~ she's the gay-est.. we are ego partners too.. haha. i got to have more of cecelia's after eight chocolate.. she said there was a warning that if you eat it eight on the dot, youd feel rubbery.. oooh. thats what i plan to do.. haha. im a frikkin idiotic daredevil.