good for you samaria. goodjob clearing up your mind.
for my mind is in a state like never before. its saddening. its no simpleton matter or what.. its just wasting my time and life. but i really got to know.. is it him or him. i havent divulged the second guy to samaria. but the first.. im ashamed to say. i think my goodfriend likes him too. and im the sort who, gives up. im pathetic. im a pathetic fool in infactuation. me and noelle figured that the words " i love you" is too loosely used. so we use " i infactuate you" and vice versa. isnt that so cute..? haha. anyway, if i manage to transfer.. all three of us would probably be in different schools. and only keep in contact by phone or msn. whatever. i cant seem to care already.
i think i shouldnt have sent anybody the video of Sean in a toy car which spins around and around. it makes me laugh a whole lot though.. haha. but it got passed around like a basketball in a match.
limmin, shuxian, jerrold, jingshun and Sean all have it.. and jingshun is most probably still passing it around.. urgh. its like paris hilton's sexscandle.. just that Sean is not famous.. i think its really stupid of me.. but people who watched it.. have to admit.. it was really funny..
i want to watch princess diaries with someone.. any takers..? haha.. yuchuan and cecelia are like way sweet. they sort of like want to or wish to spend the time we are going to be at safra.. as a "goodbye forever rae" kind of thing. haha. jolyn rocks too. she's uber sweet. and like uber gay~ she's the gay-est.. we are ego partners too.. haha. i got to have more of cecelia's after eight chocolate.. she said there was a warning that if you eat it eight on the dot, youd feel rubbery.. oooh. thats what i plan to do.. haha. im a frikkin idiotic daredevil.
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